I can’t
understand what's going on! I know I put it safely there, in a place where I
could find it. And it’s simply not there …It ought to be there. This is awful -
absolutely awful. I don’t understand, I’m bewildered, it ought to be there.
Someone must have moved it, no-one, no-one had a right to do this. I feel lost,
I don’t know where to turn. I feel
awful. I don’t know what to do; I don’t know where to look. Help me someone! I
can’t think where else to look. …I don’t know what to do next.’
And so it was
early in the morning on the first day of the week. If one thing was certain it
was the place where Jesus had been buried and securely entombed by a large
heavy stone.
We read in St. Luke’s Gospel, (Ch. 24),
‘On
the first day of the week, at the first sign of dawn, they went to the tomb
with the spices they had prepared. They found that the stone had been rolled
away, but on entering they could not find the body of the Lord Jesus. As they
stood there puzzled at this, two men in brilliant clothes suddenly appeared at
their side. Terrified, the women bowed their heads to the ground. But the two
men said to them, ‘Why look among the dead for someone who is alive? He is not
here; He has risen.’
The last thing
anyone should have said would have been, ‘No problem!’
True, these men
in brilliant clothes, these angels, reminded them of how Jesus had told them
that He would be crucified and that on the third day He would rise again. At
that moment they could not have grasped what was being said to them.
Absolutely no-one
had ever experienced WHAT BEING RISEN FROM THE DEAD was
all about. These women were none the wiser when they described all this to the
menfolk – the disciples and other followers of Jesus.
St. Luke tells
reaction of these men was, ‘This story of theirs seemed pure
nonsense, and they did not believe them.’
This Easter I
find that I must enter into and recapture for myself something of the
sense of loss and the bewilderment of
those early hours of the first day of the week. I must accept as completely reasonable
the disciples’ contemptuous dismissal of the report given to them by the
women.
Gradually,
cautiously, they were led, surely by the Holy Spirit, to believe that Jesus
had, in fact, risen from the dead. They
did not come to believe this through their own efforts. Their believing came about through Jesus
appearing to them, revealing Himself to them, speaking with them, eating meals
with them. He’d done all this AFTER He had been well and truly dead and buried.
What I need to
capture for myself or rather, what I need God to give to me, is a sense of wonder that I am able to say with the certainty of
Supernatural Faith, ‘I believe that on the third day He rose from the
dead.’ If the very idea of this ever
causes me to choke with doubt and scepticism, and to remain cemented in this
mentality, then the whole structure of my Catholic Faith crumbles to the ground
and my preaching about what we’re supposed to believe about Jesus becomes a
farce and a waste of time and effort.
My Faith must also convince me that
it couldn’t have been, shouldn’t have been, that eventually the body of Jesus
was found, would be found, somewhere in the garden. His
rising from the dead excludes that possibility!
This is no
alarmist exaggeration on my part! I take
very, very seriously what St. Paul wrote in his First Letter to the Corinthians, (Chapter
!5).
Why not read
this for yourselves?
I take this
opportunity to wish you and those dear to you abundant blessings during this
Easter Season.
Peter Clarke, OP
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