I’ve spent almost the whole of my
priestly life working in the Caribbean islands of Grenada and Barbados. That’s
over fifty years. I know what it’s like to labour in the heat of the day. My
heart goes out to that little girl who asked of her mother why they always had to
have a tired priest for their Sunday Mass. Hers would have been my third
celebration of the morning – each one being in a different place; each one
being a gorgeous act of worship lasting well over an hour.
Now, don’t get me wrong. I’m not
complaining. Mine has been a very contented priesthood, sprinkled with the
sweet and the sour, the smooth and the rough. Taking a rest after my Sunday
lunch has made it possible for me, from a temperate climate, to cope with the
tropical heat and humidity, as well as with the heavy work-load.
Life was never meant to be as easy as we would
like it to be! Time was when I was pastor of a parish with the church and
presbytery right in the heart of the town. There
was this darling toddler who would bottle up his noisy energy throughout the
week and then release it on Sunday afternoons as he paraded up and down the
street that passed just under my room. He’d got hold of a large dried-milk tin
and, in a state of sublime ecstasy, was pounding the very life out it with a
stick.
Perhaps he’d been captivated by the
melodious sounds stroked out of the steel pans of the West Indies. Could be this little fellow
aspired to belonging to
the police band when he grew up. One thing I do know for sure is that drums
belong to the culture of the West Indies. Many a secondary school has its drum
corps which leads the ‘March Past’ of the competing Houses at the annual
sports. Even the infant schools have to find some
drummers to ‘ beat the beat’ as they proudly
‘march the march’ at their own sports.
My head throbbed with weary pain as
this drummer- boy adorned the Day of the Lord with tin-can glory! Grudgingly I
groped towards the window to see what was going on. There, before my sleepy eyes,
was a child radiant with joy as admiring folk clapped their hands to his beat.
If I’d intervened I would probably have lost next Sunday’s congregation (as
well as the collection).
All this happened many years ago but
it surfaced in my memory as I listened to the readings of the Mass of the day. Sorry
but it’s true …irreverently, uninvited, this Blog sprang into being as I heard
of St. Paul carrying on about booming
gongs and tinkling cymbals. Perhaps his siesta had been disturbed by a
lusty drum-beater or tin-can- basher. Any way he was one who in irritation
considered that those who speak without love had much in common with the gongs
and cymbals that emit a hollow,
empty noise! ( see I Cor. 13) I’m sure he would have added tin-cans to his list
of offenders.
Now I must watch myself. I find
myself rushing in a direction that is totally unacceptable to me. I would never have wanted to chide the little
boy for being so noisily naughty. (Or should it be ‘naughtily noisy?’) There
was never a grain of malice in his little heart. That Sunday afternoon he was a source of
laughter and happiness to his admiring audience.
His spectators were in step with his
exuberance. I, the sleepy priest, was probably the only one in town who was out
of step with his beat!
Now, what about this for a happy
liturgical coincidence? In the Gospel of that same day Jesus spoke of those grumbling discontents who were like, ‘ children shouting to one
another while they sit in the market place: We played the pipes for you, and
you wouldn't dance; we sang dirges, and you wouldn't cry,’(Lk.7).
I feel that this memory, brought to
the surface during the Mass itself, was godsway of telling me I will never be
happy, and I will never deserve to be happy, if I insist on people
accommodating themselves to my convenience. Once I allow other people (such as this little boy) to have ‘their
moments’ I shall find inner peace- even though it may be amidst some
tribulation –such as the loss of a much desired, greatly needed, siesta!
Beautiful post, Father!
ReplyDeleteI always enjoy reading this Blog.